╨╧рб▒с>■  $&■   #                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                ье┴7 Ё┐C bjbjUU "7|7|C      l┌┌┌┌┌┌┌юRRRR ^ ю ╢vvvvvvvv~АААААА$╡ ╒`д┌vvvvvд&┌┌vv╣&&&v.┌v┌v~&v~&X&~┌┌~vj @qNVmЪ├юdRдВ~~╧0 ~5&5~&юю┌┌┌┌┘DIARY August 21 2003 FACING UP TO IT, IТM A LOUSY HISTORIAN I am not all that good...in fact I am not any good at all in writing history because I keep making factual errors..copying things down wrong. If you go ahead and admit this right now, Elizabeth, you will be better off and can get on with your life. You nave too many errors in what you have written for just 16 pages....face it. FACE IT, FACE IT, FACE IT...after 28 years...about half of your life....give it up and move on. Just get this publication done, and get out of the history business altogether or only do it as your own private hobby Does that make you feel better ? You are in a good position right now. You have a salary and fringe benefits for one more year, modest expectations, the chance still of promotion, and an option for the future...the Peace Corps. Can this moment be a wakeup call for you, Elizabeth ? Can you finally change your life ? Can you finally change your plans ? Is there a chance that you could take it one step further and be able to also get out of this personal library and doll thing too ?Ah, how the job is really unloading stuff...maybe that is what being almost 70 years old means. LETTING GO OF THE LIBRARY TOO Another thing....stop thinking about the Swilley Library. It is no longer a part of your life. You are of course concerned about Lynette, and get quite a bit of unhealthy satisfaction in gripe session about Judith, but thie is counterproductive to everyone involved Maybe you should not spend much time with Lynette, though you do need to be available to her when she needs you. и╞C ·Ў5Б\Б 5БCJ$\Б>?КЛbcДЕий╟╚C ¤¤¤√¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤C ■ 1Рh░╨/ ░р=!░"░#Ра$Ра%░ i8@ё 8 NormalCJ_HaJmH sH tH 2`2 Heading 1$@&5Б\Б<A@Є б< Default Paragraph FontC     >?КЛbcДЕий╟╚EШ0ААШ0ААШ0АА0ААШ0АШ0АШ0АШ0ААШ0АШ0АШ0АШ0ААШ0ААШ0ААШ0ААШ0ААC C C к╣ё°гзE░╣8A╧╫{Гr}Ъа╜─CJ╒▌E3333333333   Dr. Kavula C:\Diary\August 21, 2003.doc @АииDVхииCР@  Unknown            GРЗ: Times New Roman5РАSymbol3&Р З: Arial"qИЁ╨h─zж─zжч) !Ёа┤┤ББ20dV2ГЁ  DIARY Dr. Kavula Dr. Kavula ■  рЕЯЄ∙OhлС+'│┘0pРШи┤╚╘рЁ  , 8 DPX`hфDIARYfIAR Dr. Kavula r. r. Normalu Dr. Kavula 2. Microsoft Word 9.0@F├#@%QmЪ├@%QmЪ├ч)■  ╒═╒Ь.УЧ+,∙о0ь hp|ДМФ Ьдм┤ ╝ ╬ф Vа DIARY Title ■    ■   ■    !"■   ¤   %■   ■   ■                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                   Root Entry         └F@qNVmЪ├'А1Table             WordDocument        "SummaryInformation(    DocumentSummaryInformation8            CompObj    jObjectPool            @qNVmЪ├@qNVmЪ├            ■                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                           ■       └FMicrosoft Word Document MSWordDocWord.Document.8Ї9▓q